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Song stuck in my head…I want you to want me-Cheap Trick

Posted by ♥Alex.The.Princess♥ on

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I’d love you to love me
I’m begging you to beg me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I’d love you to love me

I’ll shine up the old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
I’ll get home early from work
If you say that you love me

Didn’t I, didn’t I, didn’t I see you crying?
Oh, didn’t I, didn’t I, didn’t I see you crying?
Feeling all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn’t I, didn’t I, didn’t I see you crying?

[Insert extremely happy smile]

Posted by ♥Alex.The.Princess♥ on

Oh my gosh, I have an amazing boyfriend. I know I’ve said that about almost all my boyfriends, but this one this time is truly amazing. We connect so much. We both been through shit relationships, depression, hurting ourselves, and being afraid to fall in love. I’ve never been this happy in my life. I may have thought I was happy and in love. I’m extremely happy and in love. I have it really bad because I don’t want to lose him. If I lost him I would lose my happiness, too.

I’ve never been close to any boyfriend before. It’s kind of a scary feeling, but he knows I’m scared because I don’t want to get hurt. Again. He told me that he actually cares about me not like the guys I’ve dated. He did tell me that he loves me not like the other guys, who actually lied and said they didn’t actually love me that just said that to get into my pants. Which they actually did. He said that he’s been through the same thing I went through, well kind of went through the same thing as me.

I never felt this way before and it kind of scares me. I don’t want to get hurt again and go into a deep depression again. But the good thing is he doesn’t lie, doesn’t cheat, he’s very sweet, loving, amazing, funny, good-looking, and more amazing things. I swear he’s the guy I’ve been looking for since I got hurt the 4th time by my crazy ex. I prayed to god that I wanted to guy just like him. I guess god wanted me to wait until I was ready for guy.

He’s not just my boyfriend. He’s my best friend. I didn’t want him to be my boyfriend. I wanted more than just that. I wanted to be able to tell him anything at anytime. I wanted him to be there for me when I need him. I wanted to be there for him when he need me.