Happy Birthday Tahsa. I’m sorry I didn’t get you a cupcake today ![]()
So here’s a cake with a 16 and two cupcakes
Love Lexi ♥
Okay so I went on one of my friends’ blog and they don’t just post random posts, they chat on their blog. What’s the point of a blog if you’re going to use it to chat with your friends. You know there are ways to talk to your friends. You can email each other, text, or actually talk to them during lunch or after school.
I want to thank my friends who helped me on Monday. My whole weekend sucked. Saturday was bad because of the shooting (I live the town where the shooting happened), than Sunday sucked well Sunday night sucked. My stupid ex-boyfriend started texting me saying our break up was my fault. He told me that he wasn’t eating and barely drinking, he said he was sick. “I’m sick of being sick.” That’s what he told me. Well it’s not my fault he’s sick. He also said that if he doesn’t find a liver he’s going to die. He has liver cancer. He keeps blaming me for his pain and his problem. I didn’t do anything to him, he’s causing his own pain. I tried to help him, but then he snapped at me calling a whore, slut and bitch. Well thoses words don’t hurt me, but what really hurt is that I started feeling sick to my stomach, my body was shaking, I felt like dying and I was cutting myself. He wanted me to feel the pain he was feeling.
Here’s a question for you guys. He said he loves me with all his heart, but he wanted me to feel the same pain he was feeling. Do you think that’s love? I don’ t think so, because if someone loves you, then they wouldn’t do these thing my ex did to me.
Anyways, it really hurt me that he did that to me. I texted my friends saying to find me in the morning on Monday. They asked me what was wrong. Of course I told them what was wrong. They support me and helped me a lot. So I want to thank them.
Cassie- Thank you so much for the cards, especially the card with some of my friends. I hung it on my wall in my room, but of course I had to show my mom the letter and the card. She thought it was very sweet of you to do that. Thank you for the advice about changing my number so my ex could leave me alone finally. You’re a great friend. Thank you for listening and understanding
Natasha- Thank you so much. Telling me all this positive about me. I know I’m all those things you named, but sometimes I don’t see it but other times I do. You’re a great friend. You know how to make me laugh when times get bad. But that’s what friends are for, right? lol. Thank you so much for listening and understanding.
Marina- Thank you for everything. I know you kind of went through the same thing I went through. I know you could help me a lot. I know it was stupid to hurt myself for something really stupid, but I felt very numb. I did tell my mom what happened. She was upset with the situaton. Which I knew she would. She was very disappointed with what he did (not a surprised). Thank you very much for listening and understanding
Nick- Thank you very much for the hugs. Thoses hugs means a lot to me. I really like your hugs. There aren’t like a regular guy hug which is a one leg hug, it’s a full on hug, like a bear hug. I feel warm when you hug me. I happy you started talking to me again, but I also want to know why you all of a sudden started talking and hugging me again this year. Anyways thank you for understanding me and being there for me.
Other friends- I could go on with my friends who helped me and that I could thank, but it would be a long list. So this is for the other friends. Vicky thank you for calling my ex some means words it made me laugh, which you’re good at. Crystal for listening to the story and understanding. Thank you everyone. I couldn’t ask for better friends. I love you guys.
Alexa
A friend and I were talking about bad dates and we came up with stupid excuses to get out of it. We were very bored during PE and why wouldn’t you be bored in PE. Anyways we came up with:
Guy: Are you ready to go?
Girl: Oh I can’t my grandma from Aritexcalmexson is in town and she’s dying. So I can’t go on the date today tomorrow or in a month.
Guy: Oh okay. *sad*
Girl: I’m so sorry. Bye *Closes door*
Excuse 2
At the Movies
Girl: I’m going to get Nacho from the resturtant across the street from the candy store, in town, in Texas. I’ll be right back. *Walks off*
Guy: But there’s Nacho’s at the snack bar.
Excuse 3
Girl: My grandma from Texaalamcaliaricson is in town and she’s only going to be here for… how long is this date?
Guy: 2-3 hours
Girl: For the long
Guy: Maybe we can go out tomorrow?
Girl: Sorry she’s going to be here all week. Maybe next time.
Guy: Oh okay.
I know these excuses are stupid and would never work, but hey that’s the point Haha. I love my friend
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